Well hey guys sorry again for my lack of activity just life as been up and down lately it seems.
I've been busy with chores and looking for a job as well as having fun with my friends and all that stuff
But here is what's got me torn up today..
After i broke up with my ex I started talking to this guy. He roleplays Orochimaru but me and him mainly talked to him person to person. not roleplay. Well I really started to like him a lot and he made me feel like he liked me he called me pretty,beautiful and all these sweet things but then today I see another girl on his facebook and he's talking to her just like he dose to me.
I know some of you are going to tell me to try and get a boyfriend in my own town but you know what I've tried before and it never works.
Guys in vegas normally are like this all touchy and want to jump right into kissing and sex which I don't. I've never been much interested into sex I'm an emotional kind of person I like guys for their personality and I want a guy to like me for the same.Sure if they are cute then its a boost but I don't want a relationship built on looks and sex.
So after today....I'm done...I'm done with relationships I'm done getting feelings for people because chances are they will only use me and throw me away.
I've never been much of a relationships kind of person anyway I like romance and emotions but not so much physical parts so I'm not missing anything.
I rather work on myself and my relationships with my friends and family. Besides a relationship with a fictional character is way more fulfilling because they are perfect in everyway and don't talk to other girls
Call me forever alone...Call me A forever virgin I don't care I'd rather be happy then put up with all these liars anymore.
Thanks for listening you guys